The world will
never forget the tragedy of September 11, 2001, when 2800
innocent people died in the twin towering infernos of the
World Trade Center, my former home office in New York City.
The visual images are so horrifying the human mind does not
want to remember, let alone contemplate them. Yet one
picture, of the many indelibly imprinted on my gray matter,
refuses to recede from my conscious mind. It is a still photo
of a man falling from one of the burning towers. He’s just
one of about seventy people who chose to jump to their death
rather than be consumed by the fire. Just trying to imagine
the thought process of that decision, in the chaos and terror
of the moment, is so painful the mind refuses to process it.
The man in the
photo, unlike the others that I saw, was not tumbling as he
fell. I witnessed his fall real time and in the videotape as
it was replayed that day. He was falling headfirst, straight
down with perfect posture, arms at his sides with one knee
bent as if he is about to take a step. That is not a normal
way for the human body to fall. In my adventurous youth when
I was learning to skydive, my body was all somersaulting
ankles and elbows until I learned to fall in a controlled
manner, and it was not straight down headfirst. The profile
view of the man was not close enough to see his face, but
there is a strong sense of serenity exuded by his body
language just seconds before his instantaneous death. And
that is what consumes me. Did he know his eternal destiny?
Did he have the blessed assurance of his salvation? Were
millions of us witnessing the death of a saint?
If so, it was
the second time for me. My saintly mother, who was my mentor
in all the important lessons of living and dying, breathed her
last with a serenity that was an overwhelming witness to her
faith for her assembled family. She was wired up and kept
alive by the machinery of modern medicine and could not sing,
but she mouthed all her favorite hymns we sang at her
bedside. Her last whispered words to me were, “I’m almost
there.” I wonder if the falling man knew he was “almost
there” and was in fact taking his first step into eternity
with the Lord God Almighty, even as he fell.
Another thing
about this tragedy I’ve pondered at length: many of those
2800 people who were not instantly killed were trapped in the
top floors of the towers. They had from thirty minutes to an
hour in which imminent death was a certainty. We know from
phone calls to loved ones that was so. We also know that
there were a number of godly people among them who perhaps
witnessed to them. As a novel writer I spend a lot of time
trying to put myself inside the head of other people and
inject myself into scenes I can only imagine. I wonder how
many of them were spiritually born again in the last hour of
their life. I want to believe many of them were. Hopefully
those desperate men and women, knowing no other options
remained, fought off the mental paralysis of fear and fell on
their knees even as they felt the heat of the flames, the
shuddering of the building and finally the floor giving way
beneath them. I hope and pray they asked for forgiveness for
their sins, begged a merciful God to admit them into paradise
that day as they claimed the covering blood of Christ. In my
experience as a combat fighter pilot I learned the wonderfully
focusing effect that imminent death has on the mind. We can
be sure those who prayed in their final hour had no problems
with wandering minds, insincerity in their pleas for mercy or
lack of intensity in their cries for salvation. God most
likely gathered a number of his children in the last moments
of the World Trade Center’s existence.
By God’s
mercy, believers and unbelievers alike died with a minimum of
pain, unlike the millions of people who suffer for long
periods of time with the diseases that ravage humankind. But
their greatest blessing was that they had the opportunity to
get right with their Maker and Savior before they died. How
many people today are banking on seeing death coming and
getting prepared at the last minute? How many think they want
to enjoy their life of sin and selfishness, have a deathbed
conversion, then spend eternity in paradise? Dear reader,
such depravity plays Russian roulette with your eternal soul.
Many, both the damned and the redeemed, died instantly when
the airliners hit the World Trade Center, but the wail of the
damned will sound forever as they are eternally consumed in
“the fiery furnace” (Matthew 13:42).
As a child I
believed in Santa Claus, the tooth fairy and Jesus Christ.
Fifty years of life experiences, Bible reading, comparative
religion studies including evolution theories, and I still
believe in Jesus, now with an informed conviction—head
knowledge and heart knowledge.
Some folks
have never known him except as a common curse word. For
others he disappeared from their worldview soon after Santa
and the tooth fairy. If the polls are correct, a majority of
people who call themselves Christian think Jesus has no more
relevance than Santa. They are lost and oblivious to their “lostness.”
I call the
latter category casual Christians. They know what is needed
for salvation but just procrastinate when it comes to acting
on it. Next Sunday I will go to church…. As soon as I
get past this big project at the office I will find
time for daily devotions…. I suspect the majority of souls in
hell fall into this category. They simply put off asking God
to change their hearts one day too long. A significant number
of those who perished in the top stories of the north tower of
the World Trade Center died not knowing what hit them. Those
who die from terrorist bombings around the world don’t see it
coming. People die suddenly every day. In 2001, 41,730
Americans died in auto accidents, 93,000 in other accidents,
15,000 were murdered, 160,000 died from strokes, 700,000 died
from heart disease, many of them instantly.
Life is
uncertain, as the terrorist attack of 9/11 so graphically
demonstrated. “No man knows when his hour will come”
(Eccl. 9:12a)—the hour that God determined before we were
born. The Psalmist says, “All the days ordained for me were
written in your book before one of them came to be” (Ps.
139:16b). That same Holy Writ contains the only certainty
there is in an uncertain world. In spite of so much evil, so
much hatred and so little love for the God who made us all,
there are some unshakable certainties we can cling to in this
unstable powder keg called planet Earth.
This little
book is an effort on the part of a sinner saved by grace to
witness to the power of a handful of the most important of
them. They are unshakable certainties that can, God willing,
open your eyes to his truth, fill you with the peace that
transcends all understanding, and show you the way to the
unimaginable joy of life, both now and forever, with him.
One of my
favorite newspaper columnists, the late Mike Royko, wrote, on
the sudden death of his wife, “If there’s someone you love and
haven’t said it lately, do it now. Always, always, do it
now.” In the same manner, if you haven’t asked God to change
your heart, do it now. Always, always do it now. God
willing, the following words of Jesus who saves can save you,
too.